A Poem

Did I even do that?
Did I really do that?
Why did I do that?
What was even that?

This feeling that I couldn’t stop
This thinking that I couldn’t drop
Why couldn’t I end that?
What was even that?

Frustrations, anger, doubts and disgust
All what you have said was my must
Why should I do that?
What was even that?

Everytime I hear this blue
Why can I still remember you?
Everything in this and that
What was even that?

“There was a purpose” I believed
But insanity is what I received
Why did I even let that?
What was even that?

I planted to myself that I will never
But I felt the happiness that I know won’t last forever
Memories happened more than that
Why did I even continue that?

I just really can’t
We’re just really not meant
What a quick dream is that
What was even that?